Cock please

A huge part of my submission and humiliation seems to revolve around cock and specifically big black cock. In the same way as my mistress can bring me to my submissive knees through her words but more often through her paddle and cane I can also be subdued by the presence of a big black cock.

It seems to manifest itself in a couple of ways. In a cuckold scenario where I am humiliated by this superior male taking my Mistress and goddess in front of me and enforcing that I have no role in that equation. My role will be limited to enhancing her orgasms through my mouth, ensuring her lover remains hard but ultimately to do what I am told whilst I stand there in my little sissy outfit.

It feels like we grow ever close to the prospect of fulfilling the cuckold fantasy but in the meantime my submission is fulfilled by the big strap on that my mistress wields. How I enjoy the sensation of having to gag on that big cock as she pushes my head down. I would never consider myself gay but I am intrigued with the prospect of being forced to my knees to service a big black bull prior to him turning his attentions to my mistress.

From a submissive perspective though I almost always achieve my sub space as I am pummelled by my mistress from behind.She has a routine that she has developed that starts with discipline through her paddle and whip on my bare bottom as I kneel on the bed dressed in my sluttiest outfit always including stockings and suspenders. As I reach a point of surrender through pain she subdues me with a medium sized butt plug and typically instructs me to give her first orgasm as she talks me through how she is going to continue to test and stretch my sissy ass throughout the night. She also takes great delight in mocking my cock as it always seems to shrink with the sensation of being filled.

After her orgasm comes the first cock. A big thick seven inch black dildo that I am now easily able to accommodate and always brings out the slut in me as I demand it harder. I know that I am provoking my mistress into taking me harder but deep down that is what I want. When her patience runs out she produces a much larger butt plug with a wide girth that she takes great pleasure in ramming into me and with it reminding me of what is coming. As a I lying on the bed she taps me with her cane forcing me to tighten around it and stretching me further. I can feel her dominace growing as she reaches for her 8inch cock. It's a beast of a dildo with a huge girth and she shows me no mercy as she fucks me with it. My slutty pleas are not sissy wimpers but she will not relent. The wonderful thing with this lifestyle is that it always grows and evolves and our last session did exactly that.

With my ass spread and well fucked she proceeded to stretch me further with her fingers. Painfully yanking on my balls as she did it. I could feel her desire to punish me grow as she started to push all her fingers in me and I felt her knuckles at my opening. I have never felt submission like it and although she never managed to fully fist me I know that will one day happen. I can't imagine her having greater control over me as she yanks my balls with her fist inside me. I will literally be her submissive puppet.