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Sunday 26 May 2013
Preparing my self
I have started writing this blog tn bed the day before i receive a discipline session that I know will leave me red and stinging. I will not elaborate on the reasons but only say that I broek a key trust rule with my mistress. The most amazing thing about FLR is that it has provided us with a foundation so secure that it can sustain such an event. My guilt is clear and not to be debated and I must now accept my punishment like the pathetic little slut that I am. I am tentative about the punishment that I will receive tomorrow but at the same time I am happy knowing that my role is clear and that since I have wronged her I must accept what is coming. As I write my cock has shrivelled up reflecting the diminishing role that it has in our relationship.
It is there now as an amusement for my mistress and a symbole that I am no longer an equal with a role to satisfy her like other men. My role is to serve her, love her and honour her and never to break her trust again
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I understand how you feel with being glad that your role is defined in the fact that you accept you have done wrong and willingly accept your punishment. I hope that what ever occurred is something that can be moved past in time. I hope everything else is well. And yes, from one sub to another, your cock has definitely accepted its place as nothing more than a pathetic symbol, I to know the feeling, and despite our humiliation, it is a good feeling for subs like us.
ReplyDeleteI found this session of discipline to be good for both of us.I got to express my anger and frustration in a way that released all your emotions too.I don't think I'll be able to stop in future until I make you cry and beg.
ReplyDeleteMy next challenge is to keep your little cock like that and I look forward to it immensely ;)