Impotence is not all bad

It's been a long time between postings and although I am sure I don't have a massive audience all on the edge of their seat waiting my next instalment I apologise regardless. Perhaps I should simply be apologising to my mistress since I know she reads these posts and I wait with bated breath for a comment off her to confirm I am indeed her bitch and confirm that to the internet world.

So a lot has gone on recently and the most recent development is that I am to be cuckolded. I have always described myself as an aspiring cuckold and always had an interest in porn where a wife is being taken by another man in front of her husband. In a rather traditional way I always prefer that man to be black. Beyond the fact that they are almost always sporting large impressive cocks I am sure the cross racial aspect adds to the humiliation aspect. None of these observations I am sure would be a revelation to the most amateur of psychologists. My mistress announced the fact that she would cuckold me with a price of ensuring that the house was worked on and all the jobs that she required done were completed. I am now awaiting one final jobs completion almost three months on and we have already started looking for prospective candidates.

We have both noticed that since that event that my cock is now far smaller and getting less hard. She describes me as slowly becoming more impotent and the fact that I am unable to service her like a real husband (and a real man) seems to make her more happy. For the record I have not ejaculated now for other 9 months. I can tell you to the day the last time I release which was before I went off on a trip and I was allowed to fill my mistresses pussy with my cum and was then forced to drink it from her pussy. It was over three months that I have not been inside my mistress. When she determined that I was to be cuckolded I requested that I not be allowed to be inside her. My cock can rarely last more than 30 secs inside her without getting excited and it also gets soft as I try to control it rendering it useless other than amusing my mistress with how pathetic I am. My mistress was more than happy to forego and the fact that her pussy will now in the future only be penetrated by real men is a backdrop that will reinforce my submissive role for ever. She is more than happy to inform me that her cock gave her little pleasure before we accepted the lifestyle change we are now very comfortable with. She is much happier it seems with my 'impotent' cock and of course she continues to be served by my mouth whenever she requires it. It's amazing that her orgasm count can sometimes be up to three or four a day all from my mouth when we would have been lucky to have got that to one a day if I had been using my cock. The denial of release and my desire to serve means that I am always ready to serve my mistress and I am very lucky that my mistress has a huge appetite for orgasms as it means I spend a large amount of my time buried between her legs. It is without doubt my favourite way to serve. My cock has become more of a amusement for her now and I remain eternally grateful that she still plays with it in her mouth although she has growing disdain for it if it hardens. Her view of it as a plaything and something to punish is very obvious and her slapping and torture of my cock and balls grows each day.This picture should give you some idea of the fun she enjoys inflicting on me.